what is ♡

it’s when the memories pull down on your throat

it’s when gravity pulls you a little harder and makes it hard to make simple movements

it’s when you obsess over minor changes

it’s when you become selfish and wish him misery

it’s when the thought of him with someone else breaks every bone in your body and stabs your heart with the shattered remains

it’s when you are not the same anymore

it’s when everything good is paired with the weight of the past

it’s when you miss every, single, thing

it’s when you cannot go a day without thinking of him

it’s when you can’t move on…
i can’t move on.


New beginnings

Things end all the time…but they’re immediately marked by new beginnings

It’s a chance to start fresh…
to make gradual marks on the blank page that will become your past in the future.

We never realize that the present was the future and will become the past..
They’re all the same