fuck you

fuck.you.

fuck you for abandoning me,

fuck you for neglecting me,

fuck you for making me feel invisible,

fuck you for saying things, KNOWING that i’d get upset,

fuck you for being selfish,

fuck you for patronizing me,

fuck you for looking down on me,

fuck you for stepping on my pride,

fuck you for making me lose myself,

fuck you for making me not feel like myself,

fuck you for driving me to the point of insanity,

fuck you for making me fake my happiness because I can’t find it anymore,

fuck you for igniting my fiery hell of depression,

fuck you for making me cry,

fuck you for making me feel uncontrollable, 

fuck you for turning me into a monster,

fuck you for making me feel ugly,

fuck you for making me small,

fuck you for making me feel helpless,

fuck you for being a fucking bitch,

fuck you for taking his side after you ALWAYS fucking said I was first,

fuck you for being a sadistic liar,

fuck you for pretending to be anything but evil,

fuck you for turning your back on me,

fuck you for making me an angry person,

fuck you for always consciously playing with my emotions,

fuck you for making me feel weak,

fuck you for constantly trying to remind me that I’m less than you,

fuck you for thinking you’re better,

fuck you for making me submissive,

fuck you for changing who i am,

fuck you for taking everything away from me,

fuck you because you think nothing of this situation,

fuck you for thinking you’re so mature,

fuck you for making me have to thank you for something that is supposed to be obvious in a friendship,

fuck you for yelling at me,

fuck you for making me want to forget everything….

…

forget, erase, not remember,

in ANY way possible.

but most importantly, fuck you because after everything,.. you guys have each other,

and i have nothing.

ㅗ