Hard time breathing

do you know that feeling….
like struggling to breath
when there’s a mountain in your throat that will not budge..

when you dont understand anything about everything:

why
if
maybe…

that feeling of hopelessness

when you want to be selfish and want to regret every nice deed you’ve ever done but you dont feel guilty about thinking that way…

when you feel like you can’t do anything…and no one understands you…
not even you yourself